urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19 Lushing/Nympho Lushing/Nympho 2006-10-10T21:52:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:290759 2006-10-10T21:52:07Z 2006-10-10T21:52:07Z so i got accepted into communication studies today :) it is finally confirmed that i am double majoring in psychology and communications...now the only question is whether i can actually finish on time and complete all of the necessary classes + research opportunities + internships that i want/need to do in the next 2 years.<br /><br />think its bout that time to see a counselor urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:290399 2006-10-06T03:16:06Z 2006-10-06T04:35:02Z so this is pretty much going to be the most amazing, drunken, outta control weekend possible. if you are not at u of m...wow i am sorry and you should totally come out!! we have futons galore and floor space to stay so get your ass' out here urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:290124 2006-10-04T05:30:17Z 2006-10-04T05:30:17Z so pretty much everything that ever happens just makes me realize more and more what an amazing guy dan is. and how super lucky i am.<br /><br />and how of course im running scared the other way lol. but ya know...im fighting through<br /><br />i guess<br /><br />so we shall see<br /><br />peace out urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:289881 2006-09-11T01:21:57Z 2006-09-11T01:21:57Z so can i just please say how amazing dan is? yea ok thanks<br /><br />lol<br /><br />so thursday dan came out 2 aa and surprised me with roses :) and we found out later that that day would be our 4 month anniversary if we actually celebrated those things lol. we drove home and dan came out with me and my fam 2 a fundraiser at a jewish diner place and ate tooons of jewish food. drove out 2 msu saturday. i had 2 drive caseys car out there cuz she was way 2 wasted by that time lol. then dan got super drunk and i wasnt really. i had 2 keep casey from driving home so me and her went and tried 2 pass out in daves bed. buuut he came back and kinda pretty much kicked us out lol. me and dan drove back 2 aa saturday. didnt feel good so we stayed in and watched basic instinct 4 the 1st time (well my 1st time). i was sick pretty much all weekend and dans amazing and took care of me. aaand then he left me today...another weekend gone<br /><br />but yea amazingness.<br /><br />and my house is sweet 2. party here friday. so yea come.<br /><br />ok yea thats all. byebye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:289630 2006-08-29T03:17:05Z 2006-08-29T03:17:05Z that was absolutely the most amazing weekend of all time. i couldnt have asked for anything more and the 3 days that i was with dan were incredible. sad that im home now and hes there tho...till saturday i guess. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:289408 2006-08-24T21:03:45Z 2006-08-24T21:03:45Z STATE TILL SUNDAY!! PEACE OUT urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:289041 2006-08-22T04:32:29Z 2006-08-22T04:32:29Z so...summer is pretty much officially over. the boys move tomorrow. going to state with casey on thursday. all weekend there. then comin home and workin 4 more days and out to ann arbor i go. and i am actually excited about the roommates for this year which is awesome.<br /><br />i am really sad that summer is done tho. definitely good times with people i love. and well dan leaving kinda really totally sucks. i dunno what i'm gonna do now that i cant spend every day hanging out with him lol. its gonna be lonely :( but like he said at least we're easing into not seeing each other with me at state 3 days this week and him at u of m 2 days next week. we'll see how it goes...<br /><br />i'm scared for everything to change...no dan every day. no casey every day. no parties with the crew every weekend. gaah!<br /><br />:( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:288920 2006-07-28T03:20:07Z 2006-07-28T03:20:07Z it was fun while it lasted urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:288265 2006-07-12T21:23:34Z 2006-07-12T21:23:34Z leaving tomorrow for washington d.c with dimitry :) yayayay i'm soooo excited!! off to see my bro and meagan for her bday. back monday afternoon, peace out people urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:288115 2006-07-06T04:35:35Z 2006-07-06T04:35:35Z best 4 days ever possible.<br /><br />#1 reason = the folks bein outta town and leavin me alone with the house...troooouble ;)<br /><br />friday...party at dimitrys house. drunkeness with every1 of course. me and dan got super drunk (well me drunk and him super lol) and just passed out. had 2 go clean dimitrys house in the morning which was just SO fun...yea ok or not. but we made an amazingly huge and delicious breakfast at my house and it was awesome.<br /><br />saturday...shane had a pool party and me and casey pretty much went there and picked up the boys and left haha. <br /><br />sunday...me and casey pretty much threw a party at stans house haha which ended up being super fun cuz we're awesome party throwers duh. then me, casey, amanda, jesse, brandon, and andy all went 2 my moms friends pool (they are in russia currently) at like 2 in the morning and welp lets just say it got a lil crazy with the nakedness and the slide and the diving board haha. back 2 stans at like 330 and no bed till like 530 and it was getting light.<br /><br />monday...casey threw a bonfire party at her place and lots of people showed and i was super tired and left before 1 lol. but it was still fun...ok yea im lame<br /><br />tuesday...out on casey's boat from 2 in the afternoon till 1130 at night with amanda and tied up with brad's boat which had like 20 people on it. then all our friends came at night for the fireworks and they were absolutely the most amazing fireworks i have ever seen. and watchin them with all of my friends and with dan = perfection. absolutely the best 4th of july ever.<br /><br />super duper happy and super duper tired. wow. 4 days of just partying, no work, parents gone sure tires a girl out. oooy!<br /><br />byebye now :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:287749 2006-06-30T03:00:10Z 2006-06-30T03:00:10Z :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:287503 2006-06-07T04:35:35Z 2006-06-07T04:35:35Z Jurassic 5 featuring Nelly Furtado- Thin Line so this song "totally describes our situation" according to dan haha. but yea very good song and funny enough it does...well i mean most of it<br /><br />Yo, this is a lesson in friendship<br />The depths of a kinship<br />What women and men begin with, and then slip<br />My pen drips<br />As I scribble my thoughts on thin strips<br />Of emotion<br />A fraction, seduction, attraction<br />Eruption of passion<br />Corrupts if a lasted friendship's involved<br />But love to cross the line<br />But that's why we built these walls<br /><br />We been friends for a long time, a very close friend of mine<br />Love you like you was mine, but respect a thin line<br />I love you like you was mine, think about you all the time<br />Very close friend of mine, but respect a thin line<br /><br />Opposite's attract<br />When the female and male come in contact<br />Sticky situation in fact<br />Tryin not to let the feelings catch<br />But there's a thin line between both of y'all<br />So you respect that<br />And entertain the idea, but get brought back<br />To reality, and could you really live with that?<br />Decision, based on intuition<br />You love and keep your distance<br />Hug and kiss in friendship<br /><br />An ongoing kinship, we was people to begin with<br />Disrespect was not intended<br />but your feelings sparked the sentence<br />Sometimes you're too intense in your quest to invent<br />The perfect man, please understand, my rhyme is your repent<br /><br />We been friends for a long time, a very close friend of mine<br />Love you like you was mine, but respect a thin line<br />I love you like you was mine, think about you all the time<br />Very close friend of mine, but respect a thin line<br /><br />Man, too bad that we became friends first<br />I'm not on expert on how relationships should work<br />But, (echos) from the minute it as known<br />It changed the whole tone on how we spoke on the phone<br />Yo, it was cool but I felt it wasn't enough<br />And I was stuck when your moms would pick it up<br />Over you, all my buddies would swoon<br />But I felt we were in tune, you let me up in your room. (Damn)<br />But to me girl, you're still off limits<br />No matter all the times that I hinted. (Yo, whatchu doin after this?)<br />Infactuation was authentic, but yo I just pretended<br />So I wouldn't lose the friendship<br />Maybe, I should spill all my guts<br />Or write a letter, then tear it up<br />Or do a song, just to say what's up<br />I want ... just ... a touch<br /><br />We been friends for a long time, a very close friend of mine<br />Love you like you was mine, but respect a thin line<br />I love you like you was mine, think about you all the time<br />Very close friend of mine, but respect a thin line<br /><br />I can't do this anymore<br />See my heart just falls out when you walk in the door<br />Friendship turns into lust and this only tip<br />That I can't comprehend even if I knew it<br />Can't do justice to these things that I'm feeling<br />You got someone else, don't wanna be caught stealing<br />Hell if she knew she would never leave us alone<br />in the roo-ooo-ooom<br /><br />This was a lesson in friendship<br />I stress in this sentence<br />Should women and men be friends first?<br />And then slip?<br />My pen drips as I scribble my thoughts on thin strips<br />of devotion<br /><br />Opposites attract<br />And best friends make a perfect match<br />If you only knew that<br />Once you cross, ain't no turning back<br />The minute you let him in it and he hit that<br />That's that<br /><br />We was people to begin with, but you was too relentless<br />Jeporidizing kinship, respect is intended<br />Resolve is my intent<br />While we got it in<br />I'm tryin to salvage a friendship urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:287357 2006-06-03T07:05:27Z 2006-06-03T07:05:27Z cant remember the last time a guy made me feel this amazing...or was this amazing<br /><br />tonight...wow<br /><br />yea thats it<br /><br />:) gnight urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:287017 2006-05-30T21:40:09Z 2006-05-30T21:41:18Z so this weekend was absolutely amazing. me and dan drove out saturday afternoon 2 london canada to see talia which was like a 4 hour road trip cuz we got stuck in traffic on the bridge 4 an hour. got there and talia had 2 go 2 work right away so we napped and bought food and beer woo! gotta love the beer store lol. pre-drank and then went 2 talias restaurant/bar 4 karaoke night haha. talia made us THE strongest possible long islands, like it was at least 5 shots each drink. so pretty much me and dan got really drunk. and i had a kid who was on canadian idol dedicate a song 2 me haha. it was awesome. but yea i wouldnt let dan sing lol. nooo way. stayed there till like 3. lots of drunken fun.<br /><br />sunday we just hung round all day. dan and talia made dinner 4 us haha since i was pretty much useless. dan tried ketchup chips 4 the 1st time and was like flipping out bout how good they were lol. bought some canadian beer and it was surprisingly darn good. went out 2 an outdoor bar which was sooo cool and completely packed full of people even tho it was a sunday. drank long islands and me and dan split pitchers of beer. geez i love canada. once again got pretty drunk lol. <br /><br />definitely didnt wanna leave yesterday. had absolutely the most amazing time ever with talia and dan. amazing.<br /><br />havent stopped smiling yet... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:286795 2006-05-27T14:10:44Z 2006-05-27T14:10:44Z i definitely just threw up. wow hangovers suck hard.<br /><br />but on a MUCH better note...<br /><br />off to spend the weekend in canada with 2 of my favorite people :) me and dan are roadtripping it out to talias school in london till monday <br /><br />everyone say it all together...<br /><br />awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!<br /><br />haha peace out people, see ya when i get back urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:286609 2006-05-26T04:44:57Z 2006-05-26T04:44:57Z i do believe this may be the most amazing weekend of all time.<br /><br />went to the boys baseball game today tho it was coooold and rainy and they got smoked lol. and then went out 2 eat with every1. and then went 2 daves 2 watch the pistons.<br /><br />friday: eddie money concert. 1st concert of the summer at dte with casey, meg, zach, amanda, dan, dave, stan, josh, jake and then jimmy and that whole group...awesome<br /><br />saturday-monday: me and dan r goin out 2 canada 2 talias school 2 visit her even tho its like 2 1/2 hours away. r 1st road trip 2gether :) i am so excited. and im definitely excited 4 talia 2 meet dan since he pretty much needs her approval haha. but yea being able 2 finally spend the night 2gether...actually a whole weekend 2gether... will be sweeeeet<br /><br />and monday back home and bbq and pools open and summer SO starts<br /><br />aaaaaaah yay!!! amazingness :)<br /><br />oo yea and duh no work on monday = 3 day weekend woooooie! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:286281 2006-05-22T05:13:10Z 2006-05-22T05:19:25Z last night in canada was absolute crazyness. me, dan, meg, casey, zach, dave, mark, stan, bobby, katie, amanda, brad, jesse, beste, jodi...how could it be anything else?!?<br /><br />got stopped at customs. got searched. had to go in and sit in some room while they checked our records. and then they called me back in by myself and grilled me bout whether ive ever been not let through and i said no and they were like oo yea, not in 1999?? wtf crazy assholes<br /><br />got 2 the hotel where the boys were already pretty drunk. took way too many shots in way too short of a time and kinda dont remember 1/2 the night.<br /><br />but<br /><br />i was better then stan and jodi who both got too drunk at the hotel before 1030 and passed out and couldnt go out.<br /><br />meg and casey went to exchange money and got lost and had to go back across the border to the US and then back into canada again.<br /><br />bobby peed in a club and got thrown in jail for the night. all before midnight.<br /><br />the boys turned on porn back in the room and i was the only girl in the room. real cool.<br /><br />i lost my coach clutch which contained all my money, my license, and my credit card.<br /><br />bobby called at 8am to get him outta jail so dan drove drunk to get him in the morning.<br /><br />and yet me and casey still made it to the boys 1st baseball game of the summer.<br /><br />and i made it to see davinci code which was just horrid. screw the movie, read the book. seriously.<br /><br />but...i dont think ive stopped smiling today. ooy this is gonna be an interesting ride... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:285977 2006-05-16T04:55:11Z 2006-05-16T04:55:11Z who wouldve ever thought? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:285702 2006-05-15T03:15:18Z 2006-05-15T03:15:18Z i cannot remember the last time i stayed up all night. and especially with a guy lol. last night was good. really good.<br /><br />predrinkin at stans with the boys. and casey came 2. drank a bottle of wine myself. and was drunk off a glass and a half lol. had a shot of tequila. yea ew. went 2 billys. hung out with gary and the crew and ppl and kept stealing beer from gary. and found out we're goin 2 the eddie money concert!!! haha i got really excited bout that even tho i only know 1 song. but still! oo and jenna and rj r gonna come 2 canada with us friday! so thats awesome 2. very excited bout that. left billys and drove 2 brookes 4 a party and there was no1 there so we went back 2 billys 2 find out that brookes party was at her bf's house lol. goooood job. went back 2 stans 4 the night. 1/2 watched a movie but i was kinda passing out the whole time. and yea me and casey want stans stepdad haha. which stan wasnt 2 happy bout last night but geez, hes a hottie! <br /><br />but best part of the night was stayin up and talkin with...yea...the whole night till it got light out. it felt good. and yea. thats all im gonna say bout that lol. but yea :)<br /><br />k buhbye now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:285544 2006-05-12T06:44:51Z 2006-05-12T06:44:51Z so workin 4 my brothers friend party was definitely worth it tonight since...<br /><br />RIP HAMILTON CAME IN!!!!!!!!<br /><br />oo yea thats right yea he did. with some other pistons dude, tony somethin, but i dont know him so i dont really care bout him. but rip was RIGHT THERE. yea. and then i go 2 leave and hes sitting in his car blocking my car and i was definitely thinkin bout backing into his just so i could say i did. but then his car was just 2 amazing and i just could never do that lol. <br /><br />oo and dan came 2 visit me :)<br /><br />gnight urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:285393 2006-05-07T15:12:46Z 2006-05-07T15:13:53Z omg last night was craaazy. me and amanda decided it was a good idea 2 drink an entire 5th of absolut by rselves. and thats pretty much y my pictures r explaining last night 4 me lol. i thought i remembered the night but apparantely not. pics of me kissing meg and kissing manuel r definitely not anything i remember lol. and fuckin leslie is a douche bag and found my earring in brandons bed and threw it out in the lawn or something so now i have 1 earring...once again. i kinda have issues with losing my earring in beds lol. but i was definitely not with brandon and i hate her grr! i need my earring. not cool. but other then that...o and amandas crazyness lol it was a good night. and somehow casey drove me her manuel stan dave and dan 2 stans house last night. yea not a good idea lol. but we made it so knock on wood. wakin up at 8am and sitting and just talkin with the crew 4 2 hours...priceless. <br /><br />aaah i love r group :) whatta way 2 start off the summer haha<br /><br />(and um yea random but definitely hot ha) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:285076 2006-05-06T04:36:40Z 2006-05-06T04:36:40Z 2 pitchers of margaritas and pedis with casey = quite a fun girls day (with a guest appearance from aaron haha)<br /><br />tomorrow...omg...amazingness...im so excited! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:284905 2006-05-01T04:34:56Z 2006-05-01T04:36:13Z so casey pointed out to me that i have issues with saying i love you to people. and i had never noticed that before. but its true.<br /><br />so? whats the point of telling people you love them? empty words dont really mean anything so why say them to everyone? whether its friends or guys, it all ends the same with everyone. so really...theres just no point. <br /><br />i have major trust issues.<br /><br />and the only people i trust and love forever i can easily name off...my family. and when i say family i mean my parents, brother, dimitry and his parents and liza, and my grandpa. that is my family. meagan. talia. amanda. the end.<br /><br />everyone else...i just dont know. like i said...it'll all end the same way as people have continuously been showing me.<br /><br />so love? no i wont say it to everyone. but those who i do say it to...well thats the ones that i truly do trust.<br /><br />few and far between. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:284591 2006-04-30T06:53:35Z 2006-04-30T06:56:19Z i would probably call tonight my kind of perfect night. <br /><br />went over to jason tominna's and chilled with him and his bro and his friends for a while. watched the pistons and whatnot.<br /><br />went to see the sentinel with dan, stan, and chris. horrible movie lol. but we did have a damn good time tearing it apart later.<br /><br />went to paesani's for like 2 minutes lol to grab casey and dave and transfer them over to chris's house. sat and talked and hung out for a while. love love those people. the laughs just never stop with them lol.<br /><br />left there at like 1-130 and went over to jake sharfmans where all the boys were, dimitry and aaron and jason and tim and stephan. and of course good times with them always. listened to some of aaron's recorded rapping with jake's beat-boxing haha. too bad it said stuff bout dimitry's mom, those lil punks lol. and i made them turn on boys meets world, which i found out that HE doesn't like which kinda took him down a notch in my crush but come on, a notch isn't that much...ha. but yea...good times. and i think we all know the main reason of that lol<br /><br />and yea. the end of my night. sleepy time. gnight<br /><br />(this summer already is looking amazing and it has yet to officially start...i'm lovin it) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cuteeis19:284379 2006-04-26T23:06:37Z 2006-04-26T23:06:37Z SCHOOOOOOL'S OUT FOR THE SUMMER BABY!!! AW YEA!